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Devious Journal Entry
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I have made a new account. All my stuff have been moved to intergrapher.deviantart.com/. My new name: InterGrapher.
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Opposite
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• Tower your strength over me. The music that you spill brings smiles. Sad ones for the clock has stopped ticking. Maybe it's time to resume the revolutions. Maybe I should start revolving around you instead of the other way around.Can you see all the hope in these words, feel the desperation that slowly engulfs me?
• I guess that once more I am nowhere to be found. This heart pounding in my chest doesn't seem mine, it never did. Dum dum dum. Singing your song. I will have to burn it one day for you. My present for a future never spent.
• The demise that we share is nowhere near it's end. There is no controlling this. I have tried and failed with the intensity of a nova explosion. And I am still failing. And falling trough the cracks in our sky. Or maybe mine is the only one that needs patching.
• Pull me in with your gravity. This is the desire that makes my universe implode. Anything that has nothing to do with you is everything that I refuse to deal with. So how ca a world survive when it's rain is made out of acid salt? I do not know. And yet mine does. Against all odds, against all unconscious wishes.
• Stop, begin, attract, reject. My cycle, your cycle, the perfect circle, the ultimate destruction. I will have to perish for you to turn to spring and blossom. I am a creature built for suicide, in love with life, afraid of death the way a fish fears water. How can I make you understand all this?
• My weakness crumbles under you.The silence that I hold in takes away frowns. Push me back with the fearless conviction of unrestraint hate, you know there is no reason for it but there is no other path than that of acceptance. Take away my imperfect birth with fiery bravery. I will happily let you subdue my ascension. Levitation was never anything more than a lost dream of the past.
• I guess that once more I am nowhere to be found. This heart pounding in my chest doesn't seem mine, it never did. Dum dum dum. Singing your song. I will have to burn it one day for you. My present for a future never spent.
• The demise that we share is nowhere near it's end. There is no controlling this. I have tried and failed with the intensity of a nova explosion. And I am still failing. And falling trough the cracks in our sky. Or maybe mine is the only one that needs patching.
• Pull me in with your gravity. This is the desire that makes my universe implode. Anything that has nothing to do with you is everything that I refuse to deal with. So how ca a world survive when it's rain is made out of acid salt? I do not know. And yet mine does. Against all odds, against all unconscious wishes.
• Stop, begin, attract, reject. My cycle, your cycle, the perfect circle, the ultimate destruction. I will have to perish for you to turn to spring and blossom. I am a creature built for suicide, in love with life, afraid of death the way a fish fears water. How can I make you understand all this?
• My weakness crumbles under you.The silence that I hold in takes away frowns. Push me back with the fearless conviction of unrestraint hate, you know there is no reason for it but there is no other path than that of acceptance. Take away my imperfect birth with fiery bravery. I will happily let you subdue my ascension. Levitation was never anything more than a lost dream of the past.
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Fluctuation
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Boink, boink. Oink, oink. Are you really a pig? Or a head banger? Do you sway on unforgettable rhythms?
I am everything I ever said to you. And at you. But is that enough? Am I lost? Am I better? Am I all?
You are the queen of all questions, aren't you? All dreams, just dreams. I do not ask for reality, it just comes to me. Maybe I should stop wishing for wishes.
Give me a hug and drain my soul. You know we have thorns. Both dragon and rat.
I think this is a list of people I knew. Why am I missing from it? Did I go away? New words. A whole dictionary. You can have it 'cause I don't like it.
Bunnies hate me.
The end
I am everything I ever said to you. And at you. But is that enough? Am I lost? Am I better? Am I all?
You are the queen of all questions, aren't you? All dreams, just dreams. I do not ask for reality, it just comes to me. Maybe I should stop wishing for wishes.
Give me a hug and drain my soul. You know we have thorns. Both dragon and rat.
I think this is a list of people I knew. Why am I missing from it? Did I go away? New words. A whole dictionary. You can have it 'cause I don't like it.
Bunnies hate me.
The end
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Thank God
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Thank God summer is over. I was getting so tired of the overwhelming heat. I guess I never did like summer that much.
Thank God my site is over. And by over I mean done. intergrapher.viviti.com/
Thank God that school is over. And I intend to keep it that way.
Thank God my old monitor is over. I quite like the new one.
Thank God my demons are over. I'm having so much fun discovering new ones.
Thank God Bucharest is over. Only one word to say: DUST. One word that took over everything.
Thank God I don't believe in God or I would have so many hours of "thank you" prayers to do...
Thank God my site is over. And by over I mean done. intergrapher.viviti.com/
Thank God that school is over. And I intend to keep it that way.
Thank God my old monitor is over. I quite like the new one.
Thank God my demons are over. I'm having so much fun discovering new ones.
Thank God Bucharest is over. Only one word to say: DUST. One word that took over everything.
Thank God I don't believe in God or I would have so many hours of "thank you" prayers to do...
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