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Broken dreams and broken lives Lay onto the path to death Even if I close my eyes I can feel them on my breath Everything else seems unreal Only pen and paper reign Might weapon forged in steel Mighty shield to fight the pain And the journey doesn't end Keep on fighting till it's dark On my search for ways to mend I have torn my world apart Caterpillar and then moth I still don't know how to fly Trough the knowledge that I've sought I have only learned to die

Should I keep looking for love Like so many before me? Should I open up my bed? Is that what will set me free? I have not done it before Like I thought was right to do Do I chose the right to whore And I open into you? Chasing dreams that are not mine I've met purpose in my life And before a glass of wine I'll admit to be your wife I am here where I was Rediscovering the rules I'm the effect to my cause Turning people into wolves Choices I have made before Still remain as broken glass Taking off the shoes I wore I might put them in my past Scour mountains for their rocks As I'm carrying my own Turning all of them to blocks For the walls

My breath fogs up the world I only see the dangers The darkness is too cold I'm not one of the changers I'm always left behind Because my soul is dragging Is this the deal that's signed? If so, I'm starting gagging Mankind rejects my song You are the drug I'm using I won the surname Strong It feels so much like losing I need what I fear most My dreams have left my pillow Wishing I could be lost I am a weeping willoww

Fire breathing from within I have left the world alone Had my thoughts covered in sin And my righteousness is gone Words come out as thorny spines Breaking skin and poking blood By avoiding living landmines I have built my house in mud

Fairy dust and pixie dreams, Happy laughter sang as hymns, Fluffy pillow made of hope, Here's to hoping I don't choke!

And now I'll let you flood, river of hatred And you may never know what was the truth There's nothing here to give birth to freedom I'm left with only guilt of wasted youth And maybe I will hide under the covers Or even better, underneath the bed And maybe we'll stop staring at each other And blurt out all the things that must be said And how I wish that you could flow trough out me And drown the residue of things I've done, The darker part of my imagination, The monster that I think I have become

Burn me up inside your fire I'm the darkness you're the flame If we fall inside each other I will be the one to blame Cast your spell of warmth upon me I'll give hatred in return If you choose to find your freedom I will be the one to burn

The red of your breath has got me all tangled up I'm trying so hard to discover all the roads on your map My dream has succumbed under the heat of your touch Maybe it's time to forget that the old wounds hurt so much Because of you I now hold time in the palm of my hand And maybe in return the broken circle will help you mend So just keep reshaping worlds to your desire And I'll try keeping the future from catching fire

Can I call you dancing wolf? 'cause that's how you howl trough my mind… Though I have to admit I have never seen one of your kind… I must say that I am intrigued by the fire you breathe And even though I might regret it I am curious as where and how you feed The difficulty of this situation lies in the fact That my mind and body have not reached an agreement on how to react There is no doubt that your eyes burn me every time they pass by And every cell of my body trembles when you let out your war cry Still I find myself revolving around you Like if I would spin enough times I would see inside the cobalt blue Even my ear